This turn out to be my heart right now .

She say it was her friend , they won't be talking about sweet thing ,
how disgusting , whenever I recalled those words they say ,
It feel like she put a knife right into my heart ,
so friend is allow to say sweet thing to each other ,
when you have a boyfriend or girlfriend ?
I ask some of my friend opinion ,
and they say how could my girlfriend treat me ,
like that when i'm serious with her ,
they ask me is my girlfriend playing with my feeling ,
seriously i don't know how to answer this question ,
maybe she playing with me after all ,
8 month of relationship maybe short after all ,
maybe she tried of this relationship after all ,
we always quarrel ,
and i not as sweet as other guy ,
perhaps she right , the other guy is better then me ,
so she do this , the problem lies here ,
you can choose , not to filrt with other guy ,
but you did'nt , you can choose not to meet him ,
but you did'nt , instead you went out with him ,
what could happen , for the way , i heard the conversation,
i think they since to be like couple ,
and i already been forgetten.

To : Rena
I ain't a guy that let you play around with
if you want to play go other place but not here ,
If you don't take this relationship serious ,
we could give up , because what i need is a serious gf ,
& not a girlfriend that seek vengeance ,
& do such thing behind my back ,
you ask me for a chance but if i give you ,
would you repeat your mistake agian ?
I ask for your msn & friendster password ,
and you say you forget because it too long ,
this already prove you ain't willing to chance after all ,
after all it just a excuse anyway .
Don't drag me and other girl because now ,
I'm not at fault .
You enjoy freedom ,
you when clubbing behind my back ,
not once , but a number of time ,
all this time , i never bring out and say about this ,
I wonder how many guy you meet behind my back ,
how many guy you give your number to ,
how many guy you when out with ,
all this you do behind my back but ,
you never thought of my feeling before you do all this ,
and when i with you so many guy contact you ,
and there " dear what you doing misses "
all this i saw it with my truth eye
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