Sunday, October 26, 2008
25 oct
After work when down to NUH to visit prata , saw himlying at his bed , with his hand and back injury , being cut by some other people , he show me his cut and wow it was damn big , i think it will take a few to recover . Oh victor also when to visit him , but he when there early then me and go off early then me , after visiting prata around going to 11 , head back home and bath and have 1 round of dota with victor they all then cab down to bq to look for my frenz yu xiang . oh i don't remember what the name of the pub but He open 2 bottle of martell for us .
26 oct
Work for half day 11 to 3pm , after that when home and bath , around 6 plus waited for victor and sly to come fetch me and they drive down to bukit timah to have our dinner till 9 plus , was slacking at there think to go where and chatting about our heart problem it seem i'm not the only one who sad . After that head down to bq again , raining bar , but we when missing in highway exit at the wrong road to amk , then end up going back bukit timah again , 45 min of ride , one big round , wasted 1 hour plus to reach bq around 11 plusthen we raech there , and the rest reach there early then us , around 2 plus we when to other place and drink and play , after that i don't know how i end up at my room when i wake up in the morning .
27 oct
Still go out at play and drink again but is my turn to open want and i open a martell $280 ++ , lol abit exp right , at party world , during the night , was suppose to send rena her gift i got for her but , she was out with other guy , watch movie , and it was'nt me =( , whenever i drink i was trying not to think of you but in the end whenever i wake up i'll think of you again and my heart aches , and no matter how i drink i'll still end up thinking about you , why , why i have to think of you when i know it hopeless , you just treat me as a nobody , i'm like an idiot waiting for you , when can i stop thinking about you aleast if you tell me i still stand a chance i won't be that sad , but i know it hopeless and impossible . And i'll not forget the words you say to me " who amito care about your life and what you do " .
I'm the one who love you most , but you left without a word , but when i need you the most , you left without a sign , what your mind thinking ? after what i've done for you ,but you was not trouch at all , i haven change at all , just waiting for your return , when i think of the past , i really wish to hug you again , your beatiful face make me want to see you again ,your sweet smile that stuck in my mind , can't let me stop thinking about you . When i'm alone and sad , you're out there enjoying , so know i set my mind up to give up in you to stop myself from getting more pain then before ,although i'm ain't willing but , because i know it hopeless , yo won't be with me anymore , and this is how our 11month of relationship end .
Time has a habit of slipping away 11:30 PM
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