Sunday, November 30, 2008
I guess it's time to make some changes in my life . I'm going stop gambling and wasting money on thing that not worth . I don't why but thank to the someone that keep on repeating at my ear and ask me to stop gambling and drink , instead keep on asking me to save money . And lately been accompany me for this whole week thank you . Been drinking from wednesday till yesterday , my stomach can't take it , but i love the L 13 at bellini . The bottle cost $3000 plus and my stupid friend ken open it . An other rich son but thank , i did'nt pay for it but i drank amost half of it , it very smoothing when you drink it . Oh i'm going open it at christmas =) .
Now going preparing to go out , today going go get myself a gucci wallet =) after that going to Red dot tonight , who want go out with me today ?
Time has a habit of slipping away 7:20 PM
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
TOnight will be celebrating for my friend before he go in amry , i'm going to open one bottle for him .
stress the next will be me , i'm going amry in 16 day . stress ! I haven enjoy my freedom , not enough , Oh well i 'm saving up money fgor my brand new car after amry . For the meant time got to work hard to achieve my license . Later on tonight will update the rest of the thing . stay tune !
I've been awake for a while now . Wherever it goes .I always know . That you make me smile . Please stay for a while now . Just take your time . Wherever you go . I always know you make me smile . Even just for a while .
Time has a habit of slipping away 8:11 PM
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Now you're gone
I realized my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone with your pictures hanging on the wall
Is this the way it's meant to be?
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll be crazy now you're gone
There's an empty place in my heart
Without my rena it will break apart
It won't heal , it never fades away
I'll be thinking about you everyday
Time has a habit of slipping away 7:03 AM
7:03 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I'm so tired of staring at the wall
But I know I got to put you down
And I keep trying to make sense of it all
But I can't keep going around and around
And you know me well; you know me better than this
I keep finding a little piece of me
Give me a reason to fall in love
Give me a reason to make me smile
I wanna dream away with you tonight
We can go anywhere you would likeI wanna feel how I wanna feel forever
Every little thing I do, I do for you
With every little thing, I think a thought of you
And I try so hard not to noticeI try so hard not to care
I try so hard not to know that you're not here
But I'm counting down the hours
And I'm counting up the days
I try so hard not to show this side of me
One dayIs all it takes for things to turn around now
All I know Is I got you in my heart
And when that morning comes I'll make coffee and you'll read the paper
We'll talk about our plans and I'll keep saying how lucky i'm
if only we are still together .
Time has a habit of slipping away 7:52 AM
7:52 AM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Foolishly been thinking for a lone time ,
Yet i can't find the reason why you left .
From the moment you left , silence replace you ,
Are you too cruel or am i too serious .
If love can be easily forgotten ,
Why would i still love you so much
As bizzard wind flow though my body .
It numb my heart and soul
You could only see the surface
But you could'nt see how much tears i shed for you .
The taste of the tears is like sea water
You will be remember in my heart forever .
This will be the last drop of tear that i'll shed for you .
Maybe someday I'll be smiling and thinking of you .
The diary that i've wrote will be left as a memory .
Just hope my soul will be kept in your heart and will not be replace .
The tear i shed prove that i once love you .
Time has a habit of slipping away 7:12 AM
7:12 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Today when to town with henry .
when down to bought a brand new adidas watch .
At 275 ! There two colour one black and gold ,
of course i go for the black one ,
And i saw a couple watch damn nice at 3oo plus ,
If i had a girlfriend now , i would buy that for us .
But unfortunately i does'nt have an girlfriend now .
So i can'tbuy it because it meaningless .
Wow the robot toy i want cost 500 plus nearly 600 .
can wed cam can talk all this style! it can let
me spy my dog at home got naughty or not at home .
But if i get it then won't be able to help someone pay for her laptop .
Still think should i buy for myself first then what about her ?
All this time i've been lying to myself that you would return to my life ,but i realise you ain't here for me no more . I'm your past to you , but to me you still with me , but now i really understand what relationship we are , i no longer is in your heart , but why i can't forget you , i'm breaking down le .
Time has a habit of slipping away 5:52 AM
5:52 AM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
One day i hope you'll know i'll always be here for you no matter what .
I'll hope you return and be with me again , return to the days that we been together in the past .
But it won't be like the past , where i lie to you . This time i won't lie to you anymore and won't be so blur . Always making you angry . And always keep on forget those thing you ask me to do . Just hope one day you'll give me one more chance . This time i'll use all my time for you giving in to you . And spent every monent creating a sweet memory with you . Just hope you really know i love you like no one else will love you deeper then me .
Time has a habit of slipping away 6:04 PM
6:04 PM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Yesterday first thing i do when i wake up when down to imm to change a new phone , i change my phone to i900 at 800 plus .In the begining not planning to change to to this phone , Till i saw it fully black and there a fully white , damn nice . Btw anyone want buy iphone 3g ? i'm selling it at 800plus . It brand new . Anyway after that when down to work , and my little brother come down finding me and keep me accompany till night . So i treat him pizza for his dinner , it his favorite .
Is he cute or what . Will be bring him out to play this coming tuesday .
After work when home and do the basic needs , before going out again , at first when down to chervon , to celebrate zi cong birthday with victor , and open one martell at first . After finishing head down to boat quay MP to look for the rest . At there we open another other one more bottle . After around 3 plus the whole group when down st james to look for Ivon . At there i open 1 martell and henessy . For the rest , and i saw my old schoolmate anne , belle , chi li and the rest . Oh it was belle birthday as well so the rest of us share and open a martell for her . At the end of the day after 5 when st james close we cab down to boat quay , rainning bar and open one last bottle . For the last bottle , i did'nt drink much. My body is damn full of ALC . And i'm still abit blur blur . Anyway it seem to be month or year, i last saw sly victor and the rest . Going out to meet ken for shopping .
don't mistake she just my friend .
Btw did i mention i going amry on 12 dec . to 46 sar . still think should i ask her to come down to send me with my parent . Anyway come back home will update more about it .
Time has a habit of slipping away 12:13 AM
12:13 AM
One day i hope you'll know i'll always be here for you no matter what .