Less then 12 hour i'm going to be a amry boy le . This few day i really need to thank those friend out there celebrating for me . You guy give me a good memory before i enlist . One of the most memory is on wednesday night , is when i when to find someone and some thing bad happen . But she wake me up those past memory came back , how i treat her in the past , i'm a failure boyfriend . How i wish we could go back to the past , let me amend it back you I know there a lot of guy trying to win your heart , i know i can't compare to them . But i really love you rena , and i can't stop loving you because you 've been deeply crave in my heart . For the whole day i really can't stop thinking about someone till now , but she out there with other guy , sigh i damn sad i can't talk to her before going . Can't listen to her sweet voice . Even in camp i also can't listen to her or message because i haven get a non camera phone yet . But i'll try to bring my phone in . Today was suppose to visit my god father . who was at home it been like 2 year i haven saw him le , i promise him when i book out i must go visit him i must bring him go eat , it a promise I make and without fail i must keep this promise . After he come out of hosiptal he have been in wheel chair and i as his god son haven done anything good for him . So when i book out i must bring him out . Lastly i want wish all my friend god luck and take care .
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能够 不能够不爱了
Oh baby if you ever patch back with me i will use all my heart and love , to make you happy . And i'll not treat you like the past , i'll give you better memory then before . I'll use all my time on you . lastly i really love you , after all this time i just want you back to my life , Baby please come back into my life again .
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