Sunday, January 18, 2009
Damn sain ! Rt on friday cannot book out again , till yesterday afternoon . Yesterday night when down to bq thank to my campmate for treating me 2 bottle , cause together with him got Rt . yesterday afternoon when down to town to do some shopping with my sister . For a very long time did'nt met until her le . After that when to have sakae sushi and when watch movie . It been quite sometime seen i when last to town . But too bad i was'nt with the person i really wish to be with .
Tomorrow got to go down to Nuh again for check up . Hope everything will be smooth :) there many thing happening around this new year , not everything in smooth hand . But hope everything will be smooth again soon . I really got fuck up by my pc in camp . stress can't take it everyday aim me , for no fucking reason .
Been think thought about the present i want get for rena this year , yesterday when to do some shopping and when to look for her present . This what my bubby told me " If you really think there a chance between you two then it worth buying , If it something not worth buying why still waste those money on getting such a exp present , when you together again also not late to get for her again . " and " can you expect her to be a good gf when you're in camp if you two really patch again , look at her now how many message you message her and she does'nt even bother cause in her heart she does'nt even have you in it anymore . And if she have you in heart already won't meet so many guy " this thing been repeating in my mind . I really start to belive in my friend word . Money can't buy back a person heart and love .
It about time for me to book in already . Hais , what should i do ? Do she even love me or not , OR it time to let go after this 5 month waiting for her meaningless .
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