Monday, January 12, 2009
Today want to go down to Nuh again to see doctor but sergent say no matter what to day have to book in if be will be charge as A-wall . Tomorrow then let me go see doctor , i guess is the Mo inside the camp which suck . There no proper treatment at all . Early in the morning sergent call just to make sure i at home and they keep on remind me today at 830pm have to reach company line . And not long ago i just reci another call from my pc tonight 830 must be in camp , if not this week can't book out . I really going to be insane soon . Even sick i have to book in no matter what . Can't they let me rest at home . I just vomited again and cough till my thoat like there a sharp odject stuck in it . Anyway it time for me to book in . Hopefully i can book out this friday night .
Day by day past by the distance between us have drift bigger apart . But i'm not sure wheater i'm still in your heart , do you still have feeling for me , or am i waiting for something that immpossible . Right now i'm still giving a false hope that you'll patch with me . I just bluffing myself that i can wait for your return , i can't stand the acyion you done . The thing you did make me feel sick of you . I don't know how far can i go without you . I'll just take one count at each step .
Time has a habit of slipping away 11:46 PM
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