came back from field camp not long ago on friday , saturday did'nt get to book out till sunday afternoon . Got extra guard duty , so most of the saturday won't get to book out . Celebrate my birthday on field camp near cck . Spend 5 day 4 night , damn tried .

There so prblem with my family . I just hope god will help them .
Hope everything will go back smoothly for them and for me


I took a long way when actually i want your heart . Our memories then awaken . I want try and re-do those thing i left undone . Behind that force smile , i hide my extended shadow . Those empty night , those dawn i felt would'nt come .

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Posted to 5 sir as rifleman . No longer in 46 Sar still can't get use to the place but everyone very friendly towards me . This my 2rd week in this camp . And i got sallow leg . excuse boot and 5 day light duty . Yesterday when down to Nuh check up got 5 month light duty . From 040409 to 310809 . Going MRI check up soon . Hopefully this coming monday they will approve my excuse and i can go home and rest .

10 more day to my birthday and i will be going out field next week . Today will be celebrating with my buddy and friend at chinatown . Already book table for celebration but most important is my parent they willing to help me pay half for my car today will be going down to get it . Still think wish car i want to get . Most properly will be getting audi t4 or getting s3 . Have to go down and check it . I guess this year this present is the best among all , but still wondering to get what car till now . Alot of think need to worry about the maintain all this . But most important is next month on the 16 i going to have my tp . Got to pass it !

Recently having been going drinking every book out . Think of it like wasting money . Going to save money soon for my oct trip . Really i can't live my life with just a few hundred every month with the army pay . I will die want . It totally too less for me .

To her :
I no need to wait for you 3 month just wait for you patch with me . Right now i still enjoying my life with or without you . Maybe in the early part when you patch with me everything won't turn this way but in the end . The distance betwwen us have drifted apart . SOmetime i will still think about you . EVen when i need you the most you are'nt there for me is my friend that there for me . But everything come to a sence all this time you been going out with guy and so on . Why can't i . Everytime worry you won't like it . But after everytime my friend brainwash me . I now realise that it time to change abit of my lifestyle . I should'nt even think about you or scare the thing you don't like . We have broke up 8month and within this 8 month you got 2ex stead in between . At that point of time i should realise everything is gne . out 1 year and everything . I also expect this year you won't give me any birthday present just like last year . All this time i get those stuff for you , i just treat it as i learnt my lesson . You got money to do your shopping all this and you still ask me to get you your thing for you . Even now you still want lie to me . I'm so tried of you .


Will Stop here need to prepare to go get my new car =)

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